I sit here at my TV lost in this little dirty underground welfare room
I turn away as a pizza commercail comes on
Get up like off of fly paper from my garbage bin La Z -Boy
I look into the rooms’ full size frigde
Discovering only sad lonely 3 day old Kraft Dinner
Stail brown bread and penut butter
Just a skid-row survival kit
I head out into Januarys dark rains for the meal line at U.G.M
Just another organization that sells their religion for a free meal
I stand there in hunger and maddness
With a piece of cardboard for an umbrella
Feel like a refugee in my own country
I take a seat beside a native dude
That’s only in his 30’s put looks 50
Smells like and open bottle of Listerine
My next seat is beside this little old man
Curled up on his chair like it could be a bed
Smelling of urine
He shiver’s the cold streets off of his ragged dirty skinny body
Looking around with wide lost saucer eyes
As if bombs are going off near us
I stand up agance the back wall
Wishing I had a blindfold on and that last cigarette
We’er pack in there like hungry cattle
On the way to Vonnegut’s slaughterhouse
The old dull brown sad ottatorem
Smells like moldy dirty laundry
As us cattle have to sit in anxious hunger now
and listen to an amateur Jesus freak for 30 minutes
before we sit down to a 3 minut meal
He’s a well-to-do doctor
and for show-and-tell he brings his picturesque son on stage
Like he just won the lottery and leaves exit stage left
The doctor starts his long old deep welled story
Like his soul was for rent
Always mixed in with it
” If you don’t accapt Jesus Christ you’re going to Hell ” Kind of shit
His suit and hair cut is worth more then what I make
At the $8 hour slave labor pool in six months
Getting to the bottem end of his deep welled story
He tells us that the other day he had to let this women know
That her husband of 37 years was dieing
With arms wide open
Like he’s on top of a mountain
He tells us that the women and husband are Buddhists
Giving us a picture in words
Of him watching this women now praying
Beside her dieing husband
and he shaking his head thinking to himself
That thay are both going to Hell now
Because they don’t beleave in Jesus fuckin’ christ
I would have got sick rate there
But I didn’t have anything in my stomach
I should have brought ear plugs
and that Bukowski novel I was reading
Notes of a dirty old man
From just another dirty old man.
Copyright © 2011 by Henry Doyle
Published in the MEGAPHONE, Issue 50/April 2, 2010 Vancouver’s Street Paper.
Also The 24 hour news paper. May 26/10
March 7, 2010
Categories: Poetry . . Author: Henry Doyle . Comments: 2 Comments